November 11, 2008

Chris and I are leaving Kentucky today. I'm dreading leaving. I just want to spend time with my dad. I can't imagine doing anything else. Carol, Dad, Chris and I pack up all of our things and head down to the farm for a few hours. It's peaceful on the farm. You can catch a glimpse of deer, Great Blue Herons, beavers or turkeys on the farm. Today we see lots of turkeys. We eventually park on a hill and I fall asleep. I'm exhausted from running back and forth from the hospital and home. We start to drive out from the back side of the farm. We walk through an old house that is on the property. The floorboards are falling through and there are more holes through the roof than there are shingles covering the roof. We leave the farm and head for the airport. I sleep and just sit and stare on the airplane. I don't know what to do. I had to leave my dad. I want to go back to Kentucky.